sigh*

what do you do when you have a friend who keeps trying to kiss you even when you try to make it clear that you don’t like them like that :\

Confused?

I sure am…

The thing I like is that I have no problem with waiting on you

pray and wait 

that’s all I have been doing


and focusing on school. :)  

If you want me

Try to get me.

I hate when ppl try to use me

How are you gonna sit there and fucking never answer my texts, never hang out with me, barely talk to me, then have the nerve to fucking ask me for a favor. You must take me as a brand new fucking fool.
Are you freaking retarded. It’s crap like that that pisses me off. It’s crap like that why I dislike people. It’s people like that why I can be perceived as mean. No I’m not mean naturally but its people like this faggot ass who make me like that.

Stargazer

If I could touch the brightness 
of the lonely midnight star

I’d remind it of beauty
even though it is so far.

It radiates like magic
among the darkened sky,

The lone star has forgotten
of the beauty that shines my eyes. 

I’ll remind it that it’s not alone
and though I’m far away,

I’ll always watch it radiate
at the end of every day.

I’ll remind it of the bond we share;
it’s something that won’t break.

‘Cause if my lone star is unseen
my heart does surely ache.

 I’ll tell this star it’s not alone
among the blissful sky

It is alone only because
it’s the one that’s caught my eyes.  

… Well, know I know what the topic of their conversations are when I’m not around. I probably shouldn’t be as pissed as I am but I guess that’s what I get for having dudes as friends. 

the disrespect tho…