But I can’t because I know I’m not ready to have someone like you yet. I’m willing to wait… I’m ready to wait for you until God allows it. And even if it’s not you, I know waiting was the best thing for me. 

-.-

those butts always brighten my day ^_^ 
 

When people go commando in their jeans… Now, that’s just filthy. 

And that moment when i need someone to talk to, I feel like I have no one.
Everything I think about seems to send a wave of uncontrollable emotion.
I just want to feel happy right now… But i feel like happiness is so distant

The rest of my day goes to peices

“I show not your face but your heart’s desire” 

If I were to look into the Mirror of Erised, I wonder what it would show me. I have an idea but I want to know how deep my heart is. 

The past week my feelings have been so jumbled and explosive. It’s quite ridiculous really. But I think the best way is to type out how I feel, then maybe I will have some sort of relief. 
It kind of sucks when you have so much feelings towards someone but you don’t want to share it with them because you don’t want to ruin anything. You try your hardest to keep everything casual and mutual day by day. What also sucks is when you feel as though you missed out on an opportunity before or when you feel like you are over analyzing situations. 
Most of the time you just want a clear answer or sign or fact. Or there are times when you just want to share your feelings to get it off your chest then not have to worry about the outcome or to just have a peace of mind. 
But what also sucks is that you are also happy with how everything is now, because you don’t want to be selfish and taking everything into consideration. You have become content with the way things are… only because you are used to it. 
Everything is just so complicated so you accept the most simple. 
You feel like they know but at other times it’s like they have no clue even though you are so obvious.

It’s interesting… really.  

So what to do? Who knows? I guess I’ll just… go with the flow.